Sometimes I get in my car and contemplate driving as far as I can. I see myself ending up in some pay by the week motel in Arizona, somewhere around Flagstaff. Eventually, I would win big money at one of those Indian casinos. Then I could buy an Airstream trailer and hang pink gingham curtains and grow a little garden with the best tomatoes you've ever eaten. I would run my motel with a classic 1950's Route 66 theme complete with an Elvis honeymoon suite and a guitar shaped pool. I do realize that my scenario seems a tad unoriginal, but I like it. The only downside is the Airstream trailer. The bathroom might be a little too small, but I can always use the one in the Marilyn Monroe suite at my motel. Did I mention the Marilyn suite? Well, it's pink and more pink...maybe with a few touches of chartreuse. Unfortunately, I will probably never do any of that. Instead, after a hiatus of 8 or so years, I am going to go back to college and will resume my boring studies. The plan is to become a teacher. Yes, I will be responsible for your children's futures and they've never been in better hands.

my ideal relationship would be to have a man love me as much as he love himself.

I feel like fate and my consious is leading me, and so far its lead me down a well lit path so i think im going the right way...only if i meet some people along the way to let me know where i am everything would be all gravy but i still havent came accross any civilization to help guide me to my next path...And thats the person id like to meet right now, a friendly, helpfull, always there for me,